Uggh, my sleeping patterns are so bad. And when i do sleep early, i still can't wake up earlier. I woke up at noon yet again, when i slept at 12 last night?! But i guess i do feel more awake. I don't sleep late anymore. So don't call or text me after 12:00am expecting me to pick up or reply!! I'd either be trying to finish some hw off to get to bed or already off to sleep. I really do not understand how people can fit in studying into their day and get enough sleep. By the time i get home and snack on something, it's already 4 something. By the time i have taken my after school break, shower and dinner it's past 7. That leaves 5 hours, which about 3 hrs is left for Mr P's maths hw (i'm slow with working things out okay?) The rest 2 hours is either completing off other hw for other subjects or watching something.

Five and a half hours have passed and i still have not started maths hw which i said i'd do today. I just can't bring myself to do anything anymore. This is so bad! I tried the rewarding system, that if i finished the maths exercise, i'd watch a new drama episode. Didn't work.


I said that i'd post a picture of my new easel. I realised that i did not take a proper photo of it before i packed it up, and now i am unbothered to take it and let it stand.

I have however, taken a few snaps of my room (you can see my easel...) to show. It's all cleaned up and neat now, so i figured it'd be appropriate to take a few photos of my beloved room. I know i haven't really posted any pictures to do with my personal life, but that is because most of the time i am unbothered to take photos, then connect the cable to my camera and upload etc etc.
Here's my room in brief:




I have been rather busy these days. I spent the last week of school of my holiday art hw. Friday school started and i had not slept at all the night before (because of art) and thus i came home and slept most of the day away. Saturday was grandma's last day in Syd before she returned back to Melbourne and thus we had family over and i spent my whole day with my older cousin. Sunday i slept in and watched the last episode of Liar Game and now it's killing me to have to wait for the release of the movie!!

Everyone is getting organised for school, and i think i should too. I'm thinking of making a timetable thing, but i doubt that it'd work. I've tried so many times and each time i fail with actually following them. Lynh created me one last year, however i looked at it twice and never again (sorry Lynh, i tried!!)

Tonight i will be doing maths hw, ah yes, just like last year and all those years before, there will ALWAYS be maths hw!


For the past 3 days or so, my internet has been a bitch and thus did not work. At first i was okay, its fine, i'll finish my load of art hw later. But after two days, i decided to call the place up and now it finally works. So i am going to be busy tonight doing bloody art theory due tomorrow. FML

However, i actually appreciate that my net died on me for three days because i've realised something, for now anyway. I feel sooo much more relaxed without the internet. Yes i still bludge, sleep even more, but because i am not online or reading someone's blog about them studying and i am not, i feel relaxed. I've been doing things very very slowly, like my mini painting for art hw, it could have been finished in two days or less, but i stretched it for 5 days.

My grandma is going back to Melbourne in a few days since she has been staying here for so long already. So today my sister and i went to Parra Myers to buy her a bottle of perfume. She doesn't like the scent that most old people like, she prefers the fresher younger stuff. So we ended buying her the Dolce Gabbana Rose the One. Throughout the whole shopping time, i realised that once you get old, you don't do much anymore. You stay at home a lot, because going out too much makes you tired. You sleep a lot and basically, everything is so slow. I like the comfortable silence, thinking to myself and just not talk. It feels so much more relaxing!

So basically this year, i am going to be more organised, not leave things to last minute, and i am going to try to take things easier. I don't want to kill myself with stress (although seeing as i do everything last minute...). I am going to sleep properly, try to study properly (i.e. not the night before. That killed my yr12 for term 1) and i am going to have good regular breaks (no more painting for 12hrs straight last minute or 5 hr drama breaks!) If i can be more organised on weekdays, then it will mean i'll have free weekends :D


I really do not like super thin eyebrows that are emphasized with a thin line of eye pencil. It's probably the main reason why i take distaste in the 'chola' look.
Definition of a chola? Here it is defined by Urbandictionary:
A chola is a firme hyna (latina) that wears a lot of makeup: thick eyeliner, liquid eyeliner on top going out of your eye dark brown or red lipstick and eyebrows drawn on or really thin. We mostly have permed hair with hella gel or straight and arched on top. We kick it with people in our own barrio and not really claiming a color mainly your raza. (Brown Pride) or (Barrio)and wear baggy or tight cloths with nike cortez shoes.

The look too tryhard for my liking. Gwen Steffani is known for sporting it, however, she downplays it and thus is probably the reason why it isn't as full on. She doesn't pack on the dark shades of eyeshadow


This leads onto my next point of teenyboppers nowadays and their super-duper thin eyebrows! Seriously, what is up with that! It's a new generation, please leave the thin-tattooed-eyebrow-look to those old cabra ladies! Those old cabra ladies sport the chola look even worse. Bleh.



This blog seems to be dying, no, actually it's probably already dead.
However, this is bloody awesome.